Thanks Sannah. Guess I did exactly that on Thursday. Ended up revealing more than I ever thought I would be able to, so I guess it is okay to be embarrassed and talk about awkward things. And I guess it is nice to be really listened to once in a while. My T said pretty much what you did about the smiling thing. Now I'm dealing with that, my second issue about it is coming to light a bit more which is kinda worse, but kinda confusing. I don't know.

He worked at my workplace. My manager noticed something was up the next evening because she said she saw something the night before (She clearly wasn't looking hard enough or maybe she would have helped me.) But I admitted he was "harrassing" me (I really didn't want to think about or discuss the details) and so she talked to the rest of the HR team and said she would be issuing him a warning. So the rest of that night I tried to hide and be inconspicuous because I didn't know if he was working that night and had already made my mind up that I would be quitting and didn't want to ever see his face before then or after for that matter. But no matter how I tried, he did have work that night and I looked up and he was about 5 metres away and he glanced at me and he looked sad. I don't get that. I really don't. It only adds to the feeling of guilt and wonder if I am to blame.