Rapunzel!
Never,never,never blame yourself!

Things will change but only when you feel strong enough. You have a lot of good things going on in your life. And you are doing the best you can.

You can change things when you feel it safe enough to do so.

Be proud of who you are, what you have been through and know that you will be strong enough to cope with whatever life throws at you.

Keep yourself safe.

(((((((((((((((((((((((( Rapunzel )))))))))))))))))

Thinking of you.