I'm so sorry for your loss, and the travel issues certainly don't help any. I recently lost my grandmother, too. It's hard. And I'm finding that the pain sort of sneaks up on me out of nowhere, which is stressful.

Please know that we all grieve in our own unique ways and on our own timetable. However you need best to cope tonight and tomorrow is what's right for you.

My thoughts will be with you...

Take care,

gg