(((((((((((Rhapsody, mtd, Judith22, iamanne))))))))))))
feeling a little emotional so forgive me if i ramble, which i often do. like everyone else i have good days and bad days and its nice to come here and know i'm not alone. i guess its been a hard lesson learned for me. . . that in life there are people who understand, and those who dont, and some of those who dont understand will at least try. accepting that some of the people closest to me cant understand, or wont, or dont want to, has hurt me very deeply. a very close friend told me they didnt want to be in my life anymore because i was down and sad and felt like giving up. it hurt like a slap in the face, and i felt sad and alone. the last day or so i kept coming here though, and reading what people wrote to me and to each other, and i realized that its okay. . . i can come here to unburden my soul, to say i'm having a bad day and hate my life, to tell people i wish i'd had a different past or different parents, and its ok. no one here judges, or scolds, theres only support and understanding, and it feels like a big warm hug. sorry if i've gone all sappy, just wanted to say thank you, cause it got me through a tough time. when my friends were telling me to get my *&^% together or they didnt want to be around me, and the person i care most for said i needed to do it all on my own, and my parents were shouting enough already, i came here. so thanks for listening. at least here i can be myself, and be a mess and be honest, and no one hates me or hurts me for it. the support kept me up when i needed to lean, and i hope i can find a way to do the same for all of you. . .