LCRose, thank you for your support. Sorry you are familiar with these feelings too.

I will try to keep the hope inside me-- that change is possible.
pegasus, I'm trying hard not to give up. I s'pose me being hurt over and over is the cycle that has been set-up with me since I was a child--- sometimes it feels impossible to break out of that cycle

thank you for your reply-- I appreciate it very much.
Oh Fuzzy-- you don't need to apologize for taking care of you! I'm glad for you that you are doing that. About my post-- I'm just getting tired of the same painful outcomes in my 3-D life. Thanks for your support Fuzzy and the offer to PM-- I appreciate that so much.

LCRose

pegasus

Fuzzy
mandy