Thats it, its trust and obviously I cant be trusted. I cant be trusted with anything. This person is supposed to be telling me the truth. Its supposed to be the truth, its absolutley fundamental. I wish I hadnt met the other person who told me this stuff. I wish I could go back and make it unhappen.

I just cant think straight any more. No one can. Its just absolutley floored me. I cant keep the others down for much longer and when Adele gets out there is going to be some real trouble.

Why would someone who knows me and knows how i work be such a way?

It must be becasue i cant be trusted. I cant be trusted