thanks, but it wasnt quite like that. The person who told me was just chatting, and they didnt tell me a bad thing about this other person. Instead it was just general chit chat, no malice or anything intended.

What i think im trying to say is that had i been a "normal" person i would probably not have had any difficulty with what i was told. But im ever so mixed up and what i was told, innocently and just as part of a general 5 min conversation, has left me feeling at the bottom of the world.

And all i can think is why didnt this other person, who is always telling me to trust them, just come right out and say and we could have talked about it and resolved it. But now its a huge mess, im hurt and left feeling like I dont matter and im not important.

Its such a mess for all of me.