Well, my stress is lower now because I made a decision that was really stressing me out...but now I have to find another summer job. Ugh.

I've been really up and down...mostly down though. Yesterday I didn't shower, and I didn't get dressed until almost 2pm when I had to go get my younger siblings from school. Today I didn't shower until about 5pm...and right now, I'm absolutely exhausted but I can't turn my mind off. I'm gonna take my meds soon and put on a mindless movie (I'm thinking Dude Where's My Car?) and watch it until I fall asleep.