I am not gonna pursue the new guy, who is much older than me. He may be what I need sexually and as far as friends go, but I don't think I could be romantically involved with him. Is that so terrible? I'm kinda bummed that it won't work out, but I guess I just can't go there. He's like 20 years older than me. I thought it might work out, but I'm starting to think it won't now. He spent the weekend here with me and my bf. I got to know him a little better and all, but there was just not that special spark between us that I was expecting.

I have talked to my bf. Yeah the jerk. Since he knew our relationship was on the line, he wants to talk more, work things out, and try to fix all the things wrong in our relationship. Before, I didn't think all this was possible. That's why I went looking elsewhere. Maybe if I didn't spend all my time online things would improve.

Me and my bf are getting along quite well right now. We're talking a lot more, too. Things are going much better now. He's even apologized for everything he's said and done in the past. I never expected that. He's done more since we had our talk, where I tried to break up with him, and has been more understanding. Things really seem to be clicking.

Yeah, I get irritated with him and all that, but I guess that's normal with every relationship. Although we are still having some problems, I don't think they cannot be worked out.

Thanks for listening.