Sweet Kureha thank you for warning us. You have such a precious heart are you still seeing your doctor and nurse? I want to make sure you feel safe! Sending you more safe vibes. Can you do something to take your mind off of it for a bit? I think you need a break from this, some type of distraction. It must be so overwhelming to feel like you need to be on guard all the time. I hope you can relax a little bit.