I don't know.. I'm always that "weird girl" when people first meet me. Yet I don't want to think back and wonder "what if". I don't want to spend hours lost and forgotten in a crowd I don't know.. or the extra wheel in a crowd I don't belong in.. It freaks me out for one, and for two I just never enjoyed large expeditions? On the other hand this might be a good opportunity to meet new friends.. I have no idea what to do. Right now I'm giving the impression I'm not going but I'll be seeing this friend alone in a few days.. maybe talking in person will get me convinced.