My best friend could take me grocery shopping and places like that on the day we go out to lunch. There are a couple of acquaintances here in the park that could take me somewhere close if I needed something, but I wouldn't ask any of them to take me to the doctor and places like that because it's such a long wait.

The bus stops right outside the park and they have a means to load wheel chairs and power chairs but it takes so damn long to get anywhere and the service really isn't all that good.

I can walk around here inside the house although it's difficult at times.

The thought has crossed my mind to get a female room mate that was nimble and strong enough to help me with the heavy chores. I don't know about a caregiver through Medicaid. I'd have to take whoever they sent me, I guess.

Going through another separation... GAWD!! I know I'd get through it but it's not anything I would look forward to, for sure!!

IDK, maybe I'm counting my chicks before they hatch. Jerry changes his mind whenever the breeze blows and I know he says a lot of things he doesn't mean. Maybe he'll be better once he starts his medication.

My pride asks me, though "Why in the HELL do you put up with this?????????" My heart says "I love him." Then pride asks "BUT WHY?????"