I am so glad you shared this!! I am manic right now as well but at night- YIKES!!- I thought it was just my imagination! I am jittery, "flight of thoughts" and all of that through the day, but once my family settles in....I get really wired, singing, dancing, organizing, signing up for stuff on the net, zipping through the house cause I forgot what I was in the room to begin with; saw lots of shadows last night and hear many voices. I refuse to stop taking my meds though...it scares me to get off of them.....I loved reading your "rubbish"! I know how it feels to just write and write! Hang in there and I agree with above posts, the only way to stay home is to take your meds. I have begged to be put in the hospital before I got on meds and now I don't want to go.