Hey SmilingMask,
Thanks
Ye, its a real pain isn't it!!Ye everything is just OTT at the moment isn't it. I try my best to stay on meds and be compliant and all that jazz but its so friggin hard. I get jittery too moving around, tapping my feet, diddling my legs, fidgetting, eyes wandering.... I too sign up for things online which is sooo never a good idea is it lol I soon regret it and feel like a total plank for doing it.
I hope you find some stability soon, give me a buzz if you need a chat