Ah mj,
I think we all wish we could take you for a walk and try to help get your mind off this for awhile. I know it's not easy on you love. FWIW, as usual you know we're all here for you and you can PM me anytime you want to talk if you don't mind talkin' to a dumb ol' boy...
Wish I could hug it all away but I'll keep holding you close to my heart.
bp
"A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart."