I've been awake simce 2am this morning. The prep stuff they gave me to drink last night did a number on my stomach. I've done some laundry and now I'm drinking the 2nd bottle of prep for my CT scan. There's only an hour and a half before I have to be at the hospital. The roads are bad and schools are closed. But I'm going this alone. The snow is a quietness I need today. Just me time. I need to do this alone.