never ending, not wanted anywhere or by anyone. not wanting to be ..

i wake up just to sleep again, hoping the day will pass quickly if it comes , so i can sleep again, so i don''t feel...i don't want to feel ...i just want everything to stop..loneliness is what i know,,loneliness is what i get, push people away, let them stay away...i sit quietly by myself, noone comes, noone cares, i don't care, i don't go, i'm out, way out, who cares...why should they, i don't..

don't reply, i don't want replies...i'm not worth them, not worth letters that make words.........................................