Woah...very similar situation for me....diagnosis wise. I love this forum.
It can be tricky finding the right meds, but even though I still talk myself out of them sometimes, they are crucial. Also as was suggested is therapy, but that may be hard to find too. I mean, someone who can actually bring you through and give you some tools to use. I just went on a leave from work recently and I am really struggling with that, so my friends tell me that is a reason not to rush back. I have a hard time being home, feel anxious that I am not productive, however, realize that this is time for myself to heal, just as though I had another major illness. Just be kind to yourself, and time helps.