MrsEric,
Probably some of your latest moods are due to your pregnancy. Many women get mood swings and also wonder if they will be good mothers, have a healthy child etc.
Well, you know what you needed when you were a child right? You wanted unconditional love right? And you know that you were denied many things.
When I raised may daughter I knew that she was not going to be denied any of the things that I was denied. I rocked her to sleep every night and sang to her and made sure she was protected and loved and had plenty attention.
Just remember what you wanted when you were a child and how you were hurt and promise yourself your child will not have the same happen to her or him. You have time to read about raising healthy children. Don't worry, when that child is born you will love it more than anything you can imagine. Your child will be different, because you know what it feels like to not trust and be truely loved, so you will know what your child will need.
Open Eyes
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