I do not like people. What you described sounds like heaven to me. Stay in, read and watch tv and get in some xbox time. I'm on ssri's for my anxiety. I work but don't want to be around my coworkers, I don't want to deal with anyone unless they are my inner circle of family and old friends. The world is too judgmental in my opinion. Okay, so you wish you could just get out and live, enjoy the world, meet people. I can understand that. In my case I'm not waiting to change but waiting for the world to change, so I might like people. Don't despair, loneliness passes. Do you have family you can see? I spend time with my cat as well. He's pulled me through some serious depressions. I wish you well.