I had severe depression with my second pregnancy - unmedicated. I was very concerned with what my untreated depression would do to my child, he is okay and now a very rambunctious 11-year old. Try to ease your worries a bit, maybe some relaxation or meditation type thing will help. It is absolutely wrong that they are not following your doctors instructions - go to the ER if you need to, they should be able to access your chart and give you enough medication to last until your appointment. In the meantime, take care of YOU!

Also - good job in seeking help when you knew you needed it! It's terrible that the office staff is not supporting you!