So I've been seeing a guy since February. I thought we were dating, but now through a miscommunication I'm pretty sure he just thinks we are friends with benefits. (it is a long story). I have to have a talk with him about this on Friday. My problem is I'm having a very hard time coping with the anxiety, depression, and apprehension this is causing me. I start crying at work, luckily no one has noticed, and I keep having nightmares. I'm constantly stressed and sad. I don't know how to deal with this. This is the first time where I have ever felt connected to someone so much. I am so comfortable with him and I adore him. I'm 28, but I've never gone through a break up before. I'm so scared and just don't know how to cope. I don't feel right talking about this with anyone I know. I just want someone to hold me, tell me they understand my situation, and let me talk their eat off. Sad part is the only person I feel comfortable enough to talk about personal stuff is him. I don't know what to do.