it's me i am giving up on, i can't explain that feeling, i don't think i even know how....i'm not sure about things right now..i know i can cope because i have help to cope, i can't explain that to alot of people either because people don't understand, how can they, i don't even understand. i feel CRAZY ...crazy seems to be my comfort zone...if that makes sense...some times during the day i'mw ith it, sometimes i'm not...((((((iam )))))) i know you care about me and i know others here do as well, it's just hard for me to accept that