((((((((((((((skittles))))))))))))))))
I understand where youre coming from. i'm not one to ever wish bad on people, but when someone with a perfect little life sits there telling me to get my *&^% together, i'm ready to blow my top too, and i wish for just one day they had to walk in my shoes.
nobody asks to feel the way youre feeling, and i'm sure it doesnt help to be reprimanded for it.
as far as what your friend is asking you to do, i think given the way youre feeling you should be careful about your choices. please dont do something impulsive just because youre feeling down or someone else is telling you its a good idea. i know what it is to be lonely, and to turn to the wrong people because it relieves some of that loneliness. but in the end you feel worse anyway. trust me on this one i speak from experience.
so big hugs and pm if you need anything, i'm home now..