Well let's see here...is that February of last year? If so, I can see that is a good amount of time to get invested in anothers life. If you have been seeing him since this February...that leaves you about 90 days to get to know someone on a significant level. Does that seem short to you?

If it was this 90 days you maybe grieving more about what could have been then what actually was....it can be helpful to gain perspective on what is causing all the emotions...