I'm feeling almost completely normal now, although got bad insomnia, since some of my meds got messed up over the bank holiday weekend. Sometimes when I feel so normal, I find myself wondering if I imagined the whole thing, if really I'm just a normal person who got duped into thinking herself ill, somehow.
In the past I've relapsed, even within the past couple of weeks. But when I feel like this, I feel like I want to come off the meds completely...
I'll just have to be careful and watch myself.
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Here I sit so patiently
Waiting to find out what price
You have to pay to get out of
Going through all these things twice.
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