how will i get through this,, i finally did it. the restraining order. it took time but i did it, after i was strangled,, spit at , bit, pissed on, head trough a wall, told i be killed if i left, told my family memeber would be hurt, i had to tell him everything , he made me tell him i loved him,, forced me too, and then he jailed me for fighting back, when he called my child horriable names,,, yes my friends the worst night mare of my life came true ,,, and im not sure if i can handle it.. no friends no family, nothing im alone,, and they dont care my family, i always been thrown away because of my diease but i never deserve this... he lied to me said he was sorry and he would get help but the abuse continued,,, i might not survive