Hi Steph

Welcome to PC I'm glad you posted this here so we can get to know you better, and vice versa. I personally don't hate you, I don't think anyone else does either. If anything, we don't know you well yet. I know how paranoia is and it sucks because it feels so real..."feels", but not "is". I too felt this way when I first came to the forum, and still do at times. The best thing you can do is to try your best to get to know others. Chat is a great way to do this, if you wish. It's a great, warm community here, if appearing large upon first glance. Hope this helps x

Indie