Hi,

I am new too, but would like to offer my support and understanding. I have two Alters who make me feel so bad for different reasons, one feels like home, and the other is a nightmare, both encircle a pseudo belief system concerning God, put into place by abuse, but when they are at their worse the guilt and shame are overwhelming. I am sorry your Therapist was not more empathic to your concerns about what you are hearing internally, but you should'nt give up, she is not hearing what your hearing and just may not understand how much this hurts you to hear. My nightmare is very much similar on his comments toward God, and his words make me feel like I am for sure going to go to Hell, but find strength in knowing what you are hearing, in your voice or not, is just a coping mechanism. Please, I can so relate about the horrid things said, really really bad, some with sexual subjects, when I first went into Therapy in 2004, I told my Therapist I thought maybe I needed an exorcism, but now I realize, who knows your weakness best but yourself, or a part of yourself that is hurting. Take care, I just wanted you to know your not alone.