(((((d123)))) That's not fair, what he and his mother did to you. I cannot imagine the pain you are feeling. I had a hard enough time after a miscarriage, mourning the soul I lost. Would he be willing to go to counseling with you? I know how hard it is to think about ending a relationship like yours - especially when you rely on him financially. This has to be dealt with somehow - you will continue to resent him for it (and rightfully so if his attitude continues). I'm sorry you have to go through this. Know that my heart is with you, my friend.