Are you doing any better today Ardmore?

I'm so sorry this is happening. It is definitely not right. Your brother has some serious issues. I wish there was something you could do.
What happened last time you told someone??? There has got to be away to keep him away from you!
How old are you?? Is there anyone else in your family you can go live with?? Or even just spend some time there when your brother is around?
I'm thinking of you, and I hope you can find away to escape all this pain. Big hugs sent your way.

Don't worry Ardmore...I understand if you can't and I know it's all so scarey when you're young. I hope in a few yrs you'll be able to move on your own. As a mother, I just worry when I see a young person hurt like you're experiencing. We're here to listen.

wow..i'm sorry for what you're going through man.... i understand the feeling of wanting to tell yet being scared of the outcome for doing so... look im 21 and my dad still beats the crap out of me... it's not going to change unless you tell someone that you need help....getting older and stronger doesn't mean that the abuse stops, it just means that it gets humiliating to actually admit to yourself that you're actually let it go on and accept it.... you're young ardmore, you need to try and find help...you're brother is in the wrong for doing what he is doing to you man...i mean he could actually kill you if he leaves his hands on your neck for too long... look i know it's scary and well emberrasing but you really need to find help ardmore... the abuse is not going to go away..no matter how old you get..you guys are close in age so that's why i say that... go to someone you trust ... please ardmore... you don't deserve to be going through that type of abuse...tell someone...