I know i just posted that the depression was at bay and it still is, just all of a sudden have been overwhelmed with suicidal thoughts and images. I don't know what to do other than what i am doing. I'm talking in chat, called my pdoc, got in to see my counselor today instead of next week, and reached out to a couple friends. Sigh, I hate feeling this way. I hate these thoughts, especially when my mood isn't crappy.