I've never met you, so I know I don't hate you. Sometimes, it seems that people who know each other around here already are in tight cliques, but I found that everyone is welcoming. You just have to talk a little and feel people out. You will find friends here. The best way to handle feeling like people hate you or are talking about you is not to care if they are or not. It doesn't matter, does it? You know you are a good person, right? But, I can tell you that it's unlikely that anyone here would hate you and I haven't seen any discussion about you either.