I too feel sometimes that I am screaming at the top of my lungs but no one hears me. Keep talking because I can hear you. I am here to listen anytime. I have been dealing with depression for many years, but just started seeking help for the last two. Many meds and many docs and still no relief, but I know it is out there. I just keep trying and I know that sooner or later I will find the right solution. Hang in there.