Thanks ErinBear.....I feel like the time is a ticking....and I am waiting and waiting ....gulp
I have been thinking on IF it works out and I say bye to T...It will be hard but in a huge way I have said goodbye for a long time cause of the cash and not being able to see him anyhow...Its far worse than any wound I have had..its a soul wound

so goodbye was kinda unofficially said ....cause of...cash