Thank you for your post, it really puts suicide's effects into perspective. I have been suicidal in the past, had I of carried through with it, I would of never seen my daughter grow into a little lady. I wouldn't have a great job being a support to others dealing with mental illness. I wouldn't have all the friends that I have. I would have missed out on all the opportunities to praise my daughter for all the good things she has done. I wouldn't be able to see her dance and make it into Troupe. I wouldn't be able to teach her how to be a mom. I wouldn't have the chance to impact someone's life for the positive. I wouldn't be able to come here and help a friend. I would be missed. I have now been a year free of the hospital, and almost a year free of suicidal ideations. I am a survivor just like many others who read this post. Thank you Alex for having the ambition to write on this subject.