Thanks. She said it was because she got medical info about boundaries recently and needs to follow them. I said "So if you had never read that than this would never have happened" She said "You're right,,,,no wait. You're wrong. It would have changed eventually I just wanted to wait until you were a little stronger." And yes it could have been much worse. I dissociated through about 70% of it and she kept making me repeat what she was saying to make sure I heard her. Then she made me say it back to her in my own words to make sure that I understood it.