...I am very lonely. All I ever wanted was a frequent e-pen pal but for some reason I can't keep one, I have tried for 2 years to find one but they end up leaving me for "better". I was told that I am too sweet, so maybe they don't like me cause of that.
So my question is why go on living? Really what's the point? I read that humans were designed to be social. And I tried everything to have a friend, just one friend to talk to daily, but some how they don't want to be my friend maybe they find better, I don't know, it must be me.
I want to be gone. I am so mad at God for not taking me. I take up space on this planet. I don't want to be here if I can't make a one simple friend, I am in my 30s and I can't keep a friend. I have more stuffed animal friends than real friends.
What's the use on living? I don't get it, seriously I don't get why God has me here on this earth. Rejection hurts me deeply!