I also dealt with demons during my psychotic episodes. They told me I was either the devil himself, the son of perdition, or Jesus' evil brother.

Had an almost cult like religious bringing up. None of this happened during my childhood, because the stress of being 20 and in college and falling out of love with someone and trying to join a church ended up triggering something in my genes.

I remember what it was like to be sane. I wish I could return.