Hey hun... (((((((((huge hugs))))))))))

Yeah I have had similar things happen before, one very recently but I am kinda afraid to write about it as I am always paranoid my T will read this stuff. But she basically told me I was allowed an extra session if I needed it every so often, made me believe I was safe to do it as I was extremely reluctant about it due to past hurts, I used this form of contact only twice in the space of over a year and then the last time I asked for it she told me If I decided to have this extra session that I was not allowed anymore! I have told her how much that hurt me,mainly because it triggered of things from the past which she knew about and because she was the one who convinced me it was ok to ask for an extra session and that I shouldnt feel bad about it. It was even her suggestion to have them, I never thought I would be allowed it. The first time I asked for one I actually SI pretty bad to punish myself for asking. She knew all this and still did what she did.... Even though as Farmer said about how people are allowed to change their boundaries or rules which I agree, I think it can still hurt a lot and sometimes it feels like we are at the merci of T and what they want to do and for me personally it makes me feel so pathetic, out of control and like I have no say at all.

PSTDcats- I am sorry you are having to go through this but I am glad she didnt remove texts completely or hugs