i'm sorry for your loss,justempty.  i know it's very painful right now for you. allow yourself time to grieve. it's ok and healthy too. as soon as you feel a little better call a friend for lunch or something. it will help to eventually get out of the house but take the time you need in the meantime. many hugs.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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