I don't even know how to start this post. I am having a very hard time dealing with something. In October 2009 I became pregnant while I was only 18. My boyfriend didn't want to have a child and I didn't really know what to do. He urged me to have an abortion and I know it was ultimately my choice, I do feel like he pressured me and I really had no other option. I have been very sad and feeling like it was the wrong decision to make. A lot of my friends and people I went to school with have been having babies and I feel like I want one. I never really coped with the abortion and I am still dating the same guy. He is almost 24 now and I am 20 years old. I just don't know what I should do...