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Jun 01, 2011, 05:45 PM
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Member Since: Jun 2011
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Alright, This Is My First Post, I Just Signed Up Cause I Really Feel Like Crying Right Now, Heres Why....
It Was My 13th Birthday Today, My Family Were Real Nice To Me, They Got Me An IPhone And Everything, But Just A Few Hours Ago I Randomly Started Having A Kind Of Vision Where I Picture My Perfect Mother Screaming And Being Hurt... I'm Tearing Up Just Writing This..... She was just in the other room All Innocent and i was having a vision like that on my 13th Birthday.... Am I Crazy Or Do I Just Have A Sick Mind?. For The Last Two Years I Have Been Scared Crazy Of Death And Often Have Visions That Make Me Depressed, Why On My Birthday Though?. I Am just 13 and only ever think about Death... How Sick. I Have Recenly Turned To Religion. I Find Hope In Heaven And Angels... The Only Thing That Keeps Me Going Is Reading About People Who Have Encountered Heaven Or Angels In The Forms Of Visions. I Just Wish That Instead Of Having Horrible Visions.. I Could Atleast Have A Vision Of A Paradise (Heaven) Or An Angelic Being. I Just Wish All Of These False Prophets, Would Just Shut up And Stop Coming Up With Some Kind Of Doomsday Theory. They Never Happen But They Still Scare Me. Why Can't We Just Live In Peace?. Finnally If I am say in the dark I Constantly Feel Like Some Kind Of Being Is In The Room With Me (Angel Or Demon), And When I Look Round a corner into a dark space i sub-consiacley (sorry for my bad spelling i'm not really smart ) see horrible faces. Please Comfort me somebody I Dont want to live like this and please give me some sort of advise? Thank You  
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