Not now. Maybe later, but not now, ok?

You must get help, for yourself, for the kids. Look in the phone book, or use the directory assistance, google or yahoo for some info: Find a church in your area. Or Look up the local Salvation Army. You know? Even the Boy Scouts of America might have a troop near you, who will help - free. Call and talk nice to the former landlord.. he might actually want to help you... or know someone who will... but you gotta work at not getting angry at him (even if he deserves it, ok?)

I don't care if you have to sob on the phone or in an email to someone...

Call your local police and cry for help! Ask for an officer to come out.... distraught woman. The local cop usually knows EVERYONE and EVERYTHING...

Of course you're at your wit's end ..and feel like quitting.... you are overwhelmed. I 'm glad to see you were strong enough to ask for help here... now take a big breath and keep on... call someone NOW to help you sort this out and think.

It isn't the end of the world. I know I DO KNOW that it feels that way... but it isn't.... yes, it will be good to get your own stuff in your own home.