So things have continued to stay the same for the most part. Certain things have escalated. He is now having his Mom drive for him which has been a huge stress reliever. I'm still paying for groceries and he did contribute like $20 bucks a few weeks ago which obviously isn't much. We've been have our differences about discipling his daughter and he was very clingy and needy about her this weekend. I hit a wall and the anger was let go and I just felt numb and ready to end it. I talked to my couselor on Tuesday and she said that I've thoroughly analyzed everything. We ran out of time for me to share a letter I wrote to him. My breakup letter which I will read to him so I want to review with her this Tuesday and see if I can do it soon. I don't know if I can do it before Father's Day or his birthday on June 25th. If it is manageable maybe I wil get through the summer then end it. My son and I are gone a lot this summer on vacation and busy with swimming, camps, etc. I'm not sure exactly how or when it will happen but that's the gist of it.