When I started therapy I started crying in the middle of the night for no reason for a week and that's never happened before ^^; I think the main problem for me personally as a gusher is.. Forgetting what that can do to the people who you unload upon. I have a best friend, who I love dearly, but today he finally snapped after 7 months because of my emotional issues. Because I kept feeling the same hurt and talking about it over and over, or my irritation would make me selfish and rant and rave about something while ignoring whatever might be going on in his life.

Letting it out makes me feel better, but it seems to make my friends feel pushed aside.