This is really really hard because even though I know none of you personally I feel close to all of you ...this is like saying goodbye to my family ...I hurt someone I love because I'm a loser and a ...well I won't waste time on this I have to go and I realize that some of you won't care...but I like to think some of you will it's the only reason I'm even bothering to write this...you people have made me laugh and made me cry and made me better than I ever thought I could be...this site has been my outlet...a place of refuge in this big insane world...and I thankyou all...

mystry (Lyle)