this site has been my outlet...

It still is. There is a lot of people on this site. A lot of them love you. There is sometime disagreement, misunderstanding, bad communication but all in all we all care for each other.
We are all hurting that's why we are here in the first place and sometime we get triggered while the other person don't even know about it. This is why, I think, that there is times that a bad communication can come between 2 people.

I think you should maybe just let time go by. Maybe this will be settle soon.

((((((((((((((Mystry))))))))))))))))))))I hope you will stay.