My depression is so bad right now. I had to leave work early because I couldn't stop crying. I just want to sleep, but I can't. I have a quiz tomorrow for class, but I can't study. I can't stop crying and I can't talk to anyone about it. I can't talk to anyone because I am not comfortable talking to anyone about it. Except my therapist. She says if I need her to call her, but I don't know what to say. I don't have any news, I'm just depressed. I just saw her on Tuesday and I'm seeing her on Monday. Having her is good, but I need someone to hold me and hug me and listen to me no matter how stupid I sound. I need that physical shoulder to cry on. I thought I had found it, but now he's the person I'm upset about. Within 24 hours my whole life is going to change and I don't know how to handle it.