and thats ok. Its good that you express and discuss it.
I find now approaching thirty that there is alot of misunderstanding between the sexes, most of it comes from different goals and different means of communication. But with open discussion these relationships grow and the divide disappears.
this is probably not what your refering to.
I dont think that there is a weaker sex, and that the one upmanship between the two should not exSist we are all children of the world and should all be supporting eachother towards the common goal of being the best we can be.
You must try and turn your thoughts to more positive thoughts.
Maybe you should do some research into philosophy and gender equality.
Just be careful what you read.